It was the bows that made me buy these wonderful sandals when i saw them at the gleaners yesterday.  I thought 50 cents was a bargain,  however I did not realize how much of a bargain  because these are "madden girl" steve madden sandals that probably retailed for $50.  I SPIT AND LAUGH IN THE FACE OF WHOEVER GAVE AWAY THIS WONDERFUL DESIGNER TREASURE.  People have more money than brains....WHICH BECOMES MT THRIFT WHORE GAIN.  

I order everyone to go a thrifting, you never know what the rich people have discarded.  AND ITSSS funny.  I nearly bought that neon orange camo sweatsuit.
 

AHAHAHAHA I was going through some magazine clippings I got yesterday and look what I found HAHAHAHA.  I don't know why i find this so hilarious but it is wonderful. 

TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY OF HIGHSCHOOL FOREVER,

EXPECT MORE RANDOM SCANS >>> MUUHAHAHAHHA

because we all know it is highly practical to spend your life swimming in makeup. hahahah

i am sitting here wanting to just steal the suburban and drive into town to buy those two volumes of princess princess with my gift card.  SOOO BOREEDDD.  

you know what? im phoneing my dad back and asking him if i can take it.  i really got to do something

 

Damn you 20 scholarship ans bursary applications!

Killing me eyes.

HELLO LADIES i AM BACK FROM EUROPE AND HAVE GIFTS READY FOR YOU....
 

i WILL UPLOAD PICTURES LATER............. DFIJSOIGHSNDIRJGHEOUFREGHIUE SOOO TIRED (I HAD A 33 HR DAY YESTERDAY)

IN OTHER NEWS I HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED TO COLLEGE RAAA RAAAAAARAAAAAARAAAAA <3

BARCELONA

in exactly 7 days I am leaving for these wonderful places (NOT EVEN JOKING).  I'll bring you home a souviner har har XD.

Also, for those who have travelled long distances before, what are must have things that you bring along as to not say die or be put in a tight spot?  I think I'll start packing already haha.

oh yeah and random question... but does anyone have some really good spanish or french msic they can hand off to me to get me in the spirit?

many times in the middle of the night I will have dreams that I am falling of a cliff.  You know how in those moments of intense sleep where the dream itself becomes so real that you can hardly separate your physical body from what is occuring in the dream world?  this happens to me.  Except every moment before I actually land I shake myself awake.

near death experiences scare me.  death experiences scare me.  It would be extremely naive to live in this world and try and believe that they do not occur.

Just thinking about it.  Some people utilize near death experiences as a way to feel alive.  Bungee-jumping overcoming a self inflicted obsticle.  An opposite used for an opposite reason. 

People have these experiences daily, whether intentional or not.  It is just to show that maybe humanly we all have something instilled in us.  When abusers continue to abuse although they know it could lead to eventual death, when people are sick, it seems that maybe at the root of everything there is still a sense of hope.

Someone once told me that when hope is lost everything is lost. 

I know that personally I am a dreamer. I always have been and if that sense of imagination or wonderment were to be ripped from me I would be lost.  Not even the same thing as dreaming, no hope is something deeper.  Dreaming is disconnecting yourself from reality believing in something, desireing it and feeling better as a result, but it is not realistic.  Hope is rising above the personal obsticals even if it hurts and finding optimism some where in the root of it all.

My mom once told me "Christine, you are a Romantic"  which is true because sometimes I still think that if I were cut open gooey melted marshmallows would gush out (a bit morbid).

After I'm retired and have nothing better to do I will walk down the streets giving free hugs to strangers.

THE END

NOTE:  this rant took an awful weird turn, but hence why it is a rant and called midnight rant, as well I am disallusioned from being sick.  So if you actually read that whole thing bravo my friends!  have a good day.

its the ice show today and aunt flo decided to pay me a visit.  so I'll be trying to change and get ready fast but ill be in a unitard so even if my satanic time decides to leak it will be a pain in that ass WHHHYYYY WHYYYY.

I was up till 1 helping paint the ice last night.

I got two shows today.  after that skating is basically over.

I have a bio test on tuseday and in a week I am leaving for europe.  

time to cake on the the make. <3333

KOREAN STAMPING NAIL KIT IS WORKING!

CHRISTMAS VERSION?